Battery is FLAT!!

TIRED!! SUPER DUPER TIRED!!!

Sorry... M.I.A. for so long! But recently too many things happened, I'm totally exhausted by now. Nvr had been that busy before... school work piling up, work also piling up like mad and it is mth end again!

This mth was really a crazy mth. For those who don't know, I just had a new boss on the 12th April. To the other colleagues, this was a sudden change... to me, frankly speaking... i knew it all along... it was only when it is going to happen! By right, i shouldn't be saying these things, but since "rice has been cooked", irreversible fact!! My previous manager was being asked to leave. At that moment, it was quite sad really... as a friend, she is not too bad person, but when it comes to work... any1 who worked with her know about her pattern. In fact it appeared to be good news for those who had to work closely with her! Anyway don't want to backstab her, especially when she is no longer around.

Back to my crazy mth! My new boss came on board in the middle of the mth, thou' it should be less busy period, there were lots of activities going on... 3 year planning etc etc... since she is new, my other colleague is only a temp staff... really the work lies on me now! Of cos those too high level one won't be done by me la.. but those daily activities, monthly reports are enough to kill me!!! arrgghhh.... for the past week... every night i'm in office OT-ing... the claims I've chucked up for that week alone is about $100!!!!

ok... the energizer needs recharging... today is a long day too... going cg now... later going church for ministry... pray for supernatural strength!!!

M.I.A.

HellO!!! have been MIA-ing for quite some time... wonder what happened? If never, it is ok! I forgive! hee...

April is a mth of "MIA-ing"!! Not deliberately la... but just that april is a super siong mth for me! Work is piling like crazy... crazy things are happening @ work, changes... changes are painful but for the better! then this mth got all the lessons and the test coming up... just had my tax midterm test!

So i guess april will be really "missing-in-action"!

anyway talked to auntie xiuyan just now, saw kless also... see them makes me feel a bit of what is it like to be a mother...

I think so often, i'm so used to my mom that i began to take her for granted... but after seeing kless, i began to appreciate more!

Parenthood is indeed a lifelong journey, a divine task our God has put in us! From the moment a life is form inside us, the journey begins... sweet, bitter, sour, spicy... everything comes!

I guess i'll never understand fully... anyway i remember something I've said very long time ago... i used to "visualise" myself being a mom of at least 2kids when i was really young... until when a very close friend of mine "warned" me of the "agony & pain" of giving birth... i kind of got "scared" and said that I don't want to get pregnant! hee...

today, I really got 2nd thoughts! hahahahaa.... but I really admire the courage of all woman, admire how my Heavenly God has created inside every woman this ability to endure all these labour pain!!!

to all those mothers, mothers-to-be: THANK YOU! Thank you for your courage & JIA YOU!!!